i had the most horrible and lovely dream this morning

for some reason i was at a hospital for something wrong with my ear, and my doctor was benidict cumberbash and his assistant was this creepy natzi sympathizer who i didnt trust.   And he popped something in my ear that made me collapse and i was bleeding out of it so benidict said i would have to get surgery, but i was scared to and he said he would be there the whole time. and then we kind of fell in love wondering around the hospital that also seemed to be part hotel part amusement park and after playing some strange rock band type game in these crazy glass elevators and telling off all the nosy old women trying to ruin our relationship we got a room in the hotel just to be alone and calm my nerves, but the evil hospital staff found out about us and they put benidict in the same surgery room as me that was packed with knocked out patients lined up next to each other because they were going to erase his memory or something after they did my surgery and the nurses were started talking about how benidict had slept with them and treated them badly which threw me for a loop but if it was true why were they erasing his memory? and all i wanted to do was hold his hand during my surgery and he was right next to me but the horrible head nurse women wouldn’t let me and i was just getting more and more terrified. 

and i woke up oddly really heartbroken and have been in a weird mood ever since